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It's getting pretty warm outside now. I find myself wishing I had a swimming pool near by at all times. I am getting really excited for summer because of such things. I'm really excited to go home and pack and not ever have to leave again if i don't want to. A couple friends have been talking about getting a place. i suppose that would be nice. It will bring extra stress for sure but I'm sure it would be pretty fun. Summer is going to be very up in the air and i am going to try and keep my head on straight and not loose my mind. I wanna be an even better person by the end of the summer. I'm hoping that this school year goes as planned with me graduating. If i end up failing a class i don't know i"m failing i will be crushed. So fingers crossed, cap and gown on, now it's time to walk and get out of town. Even though there is a whole other week of school. ha

wow

i'm bad i haven't updated since the month changed. ooppps. well welcome to may!!! it;s going to be hot with lots of bad storms and really nice summer nights filled with ice cream and friends. sweet.

wow

i'm bad i haven't updated since the month changed. ooppps. well welcome to may!!! it;s going to be hot with lots of bad storms and really nice summer nights filled with ice cream and friends. sweet.

websites

i finished mine. and then i messed it all up. i swear i erased one thing and the text went on top of other text and now my pictures won't show. it;s the craziest thing i have ever seen. i was pretty proud of myself for figuring it out seeing that it took me 4 weeks to even get started. it seemed so daunting. and i work better under pressure. now i just have to post 10 more times on here and start commenting on others blogs and this calss should be taken care of. i haven't been checking with my teachers about my grades. it's to late now anyway. the only class i think i will have an issue in it astronomy. just crossing my fingers that i will be ok.

final projects are due. final papers are due. everything is due. i'm not stressed out yet but i'm sure i will get there.

I've been noticing that nice weather brings craziness and reminising. there is nothing wrong with the later but the first part is driving me crazy. since i do work at a bar it feels like we get to see this first hand. maybe this is just me being worn out.

Presentation

The concepts that I have found most interesting in this course would be as follows
-HTML
-Dreamweaver

Courses that I will use in my future.
-World Lit
-Marketing
-Most of my Com classes

Computers are already playing a vital role in our lives. I know it's hard for me to go without it for a couple days. It makes us feel disconnected from the world. In the upcoming years I just seeing the track continuing.

I've learned a lot over my years at Lindenwood. I hope to take those things into the future of my professional life. I need to just get on the computer and mess around, get crafty

it's official

i have not gotten into to grad school, yet.

i called chicago yesterday and got a final official answer, that they "haven't recieved the decisions yet"

i was so happy to hear that i didn't get in yet that i forgot to ask when i would know by. opps.

it's also official that i have ocd. with the copious amounts of lotion i use. to how everything has to be cleaned and put away at work. i have it. it's not the worst disorder i could have. i will let your mind wander on that one.

it's also official that i like to sleep way to much. if i'm not in class on mon. wed. or friday it's because i decided i deserve to sleep in. which consists of me waking up every hour to check the clock. i really need to stop loving sleep so much. it's getting me in trouble.

help!!!!!!!!!

i'm screwed on this dreamweaver project. i have a couple friends who are really good web designers but i just can't seem to do. when it comes to computers i get so lost. i pull up the window and just stare. it's so intimidating. if i had someone to walk me through it i am sure that would help. so i am on the scout. i know i can't have someone walk me through everything for all my life or i will be screwed in a business setting but i really just need to get through this next month with impressive projects and i'll be free. i am also really tired of going to class. nothing personal, just going.

work tonight should be fun.. not

Carl Winslow

a new drink was invented this weekend by some friends of mine. it's a shot called a carl winslow. if you don't know who that is then you are just not cool. anyway it's when you take ever kind of liquor you have avaiable and pour everything together and then shoot it.. it's so funny. and pretty gross

sleep well ,my dear

if i could i would sleep forever.. forever i tell you.

it's the only time my brain stops

Graduation is almost a month away. I cannot wait. even though its going to be sad to say goodbye to some place i've lived for 4 years. i am ready to live in one town. School was always my escape. For 4 years i have had two different worlds. It was relaxing in a way cause if this were a mess in one world i always had the other one and vice versa. Now i will be living one cohesive lazy life with my parents on my back about getting a job and making a living. maybe this graduating thing is a bad idea. haha. thats why i am going to grad school, tehehe.

Capitalize and Punctuate

You have probably noticed that i do not do either one of these. i know this is somewhat of a formal blog because it is for class but i just don't like moving my finger over and hitting the shift button. i usually punctuate though. so that is a start

labels spell disaster.

after talking to another person this weekend about records labels i have come to the conclusion that there isn't going to be a single label out there with a clean record. one that treats every band fair and just. it makes me sad because i thought i finally had the right one in mind only to find out it has been screwing bands over for awhile now. i'm sure there is a lot about the business i don't understand but i just wish these people hadn't lost the goal of the whole thing. music is something so much bigger than myself and that is one reason i want to be a part of it. however it seems to be a messy business. there will always be bands out there that hate a certain label or more than one. it;s hard to know where i fit in all this madness. i know it's something i want to be around forever, and it's something that i really want to be a part of. i know i will get to the point that i want to be at. i just hope i know more then than i do now.

i just thought it was interesting to find out all this stuff that i didn't know, especially from someone i have never met. it made me think

adventuring

this weekend included big plans for me. for the past 3 months my girlfriends and i have been planning to drive to chicago to see our friends play while they are on tour with one of our favorite bands. it was a really exciting and scarey weekend but everything went off as planned.

the people in the band haven't been the greatest of friends but they continue to be the funnest bunch of people that i know. we can all just stand around drinking PBR and just laugh hysterically at eachother.

it was my first time driving in chicago and i think i am really getting the hang of where everything is, as long as you know where all the major highways are directions fall into place.

i got to see one of my favorite bands play an amazing show. it was just an all around good weekend.

we left chicago around 12:00 am, got pulled over on the way home and only got two warnings. this cop was so nice. i arrived at home after dumping my best friends at thier houses at 4 am. it was a long day but i am glad we went.

this week holds no traveling, lots of work, more school, and projects projects projects

crunch time

6 weeks till graduation.

Lots of assignments are due. great. i got pretty stressed out the last couple days of break cause i was thinking of all the looming projects.

Break was fun though, it had it's down falls but all in all it was pretty good. I went to chicago this weekend and had a fabulous time. It's sad that i think i will always be amazed by the city. there is so much potential there. I cannot wait.

I found out that columbia has sent out a couple letters already. I hope i find out soon. keep your fingers crossed.

This week is going to go by quickly.

2 more days till the party begins.

dreamweaver seems pretty cool. takes a lot of the trying work out of websites, which i enjoy.

i hope everyone has a great spring break.

Spring Break

it's only a week away. I'm going home for an entire week. A couple of my friends will be home as well. it should be a good chance for me to catch up on sleep, get some work done for grad school, and enjoy the company of my friends for more than just two days. plus the last weekend i am taking a much needed trip to chicago. i sure can't wait.

St. Patrick's Day Festivities

This weekend should be a good time for drunks and irish people alike. Tomorrow is St Patricks Day. I actually somewhat like this day due to the fact that green is my favorite color. I have to work all weekend which hopefully means big money in my pocket. plus green beer. woot.


this weekend is also the astronomy retreat weekend. where we are required to go out to skyway farms for a weekend and look at the stars with high powered telescopes. they called for clouds tonight. but hopefully it will stay nice like this so we can see the rings of saturn. it should be a fun relaxing weekend.

next week is the last week of school before a week off. score

leaving, and then coming back

every time i go home for the weekend i always seem to forget all the work and drama that comes along with this school. i wasn't even in st charles yet and was already getting phone calls from my co-workers about the schedule. it's so exhausting.

i also always forget how lame everyone is here. i wasn't even back yet and i got blown off my one of my best friends. thats always fun.

i caught up with a lot of old friends this weekend. we all had a really good time. if i could figure it out i might post some photos, appropriate ones of course.

my friends are so fun. to bad they all live in different cities and only come home once a month. plus some of the main ones are on and will be continuing on a large tour. we all spoke of how we need to relocate to chicago. it will happen and it will be great.

so all in all my weekend was great. i get to go home again in 2 weeks. and they will all be back. yeahhhh

friday, friday, friday

it's finally friday and it seems like the weeks are just flying by. only two more weeks till spring break. then april, then graduation.

registration is coming up and i am a little worried since i don't have to do it. i feel like i should register just in case this school, which it has a good track record, screws me in the end. i'm holding my breath.

it is suppose to be warm this weekend. so excited. soon enough everything will turn green and lush. i'm excited.

going home this weekend, hopefully i get there and back safe

Monday Blues

Every monday it is getting harder to wake up for class. hold up., everyday its getting harder to wake up for class. i enjoy sleep far to much to put it second on my list of duties to school. i'll sit here in my 9 am class and listen to my pillow beckoning to me with the sweet song of longingly dreaming. what's strange is even though i am here in class and will be attending my next one sleep is not to far off. i get to go back to sleep at 11 and can't wait.

in other news the weekend was uneventful. the show i attended on friday was a let down and a complete disappointment. i never thought i would grow out of a band but i have definitely done that. there are certain things i just don't need to see again and they are one of them. it's a somewhat sad turning point but it is probably for the best.

next show countdown. a little under 3 weeks.

I've been having some computer trouble. it's official technology is my enemy. I've never been very literate in but never figured i would have a problem. It's been proving a problem. Not only do not I not understand code but when i try and make sense of the lingo i foul it up. There is a big show tonight that i am attending and hopefully will have some good stories of hanging out with rockstars and some amazing pictures from the show. have a good weekend

Crack that Whip

Senior year so far is full of hustle and bustle. i still don't feel like i am getting anything done. with working in the radio and tv stations it is proving harder to dedicate the time and effort into other classes the require such time and effort. Electronic Resources is requiring us to use this site and it might prove to be helpful, except they do everything for you. i need to know how they come up with these codes. it's got to be at least 10 below outside and makes me want spring even worse. oh how i'd kill for a warm day with warm sunshine and warm air. just to wear a t-shirt without 50 layers over it. i know it'll come. just can't wait.