final projects are due. final papers are due. everything is due. i'm not stressed out yet but i'm sure i will get there.

I've been noticing that nice weather brings craziness and reminising. there is nothing wrong with the later but the first part is driving me crazy. since i do work at a bar it feels like we get to see this first hand. maybe this is just me being worn out.

Presentation

The concepts that I have found most interesting in this course would be as follows
-HTML
-Dreamweaver

Courses that I will use in my future.
-World Lit
-Marketing
-Most of my Com classes

Computers are already playing a vital role in our lives. I know it's hard for me to go without it for a couple days. It makes us feel disconnected from the world. In the upcoming years I just seeing the track continuing.

I've learned a lot over my years at Lindenwood. I hope to take those things into the future of my professional life. I need to just get on the computer and mess around, get crafty

it's official

i have not gotten into to grad school, yet.

i called chicago yesterday and got a final official answer, that they "haven't recieved the decisions yet"

i was so happy to hear that i didn't get in yet that i forgot to ask when i would know by. opps.

it's also official that i have ocd. with the copious amounts of lotion i use. to how everything has to be cleaned and put away at work. i have it. it's not the worst disorder i could have. i will let your mind wander on that one.

it's also official that i like to sleep way to much. if i'm not in class on mon. wed. or friday it's because i decided i deserve to sleep in. which consists of me waking up every hour to check the clock. i really need to stop loving sleep so much. it's getting me in trouble.

help!!!!!!!!!

i'm screwed on this dreamweaver project. i have a couple friends who are really good web designers but i just can't seem to do. when it comes to computers i get so lost. i pull up the window and just stare. it's so intimidating. if i had someone to walk me through it i am sure that would help. so i am on the scout. i know i can't have someone walk me through everything for all my life or i will be screwed in a business setting but i really just need to get through this next month with impressive projects and i'll be free. i am also really tired of going to class. nothing personal, just going.

work tonight should be fun.. not

Carl Winslow

a new drink was invented this weekend by some friends of mine. it's a shot called a carl winslow. if you don't know who that is then you are just not cool. anyway it's when you take ever kind of liquor you have avaiable and pour everything together and then shoot it.. it's so funny. and pretty gross

sleep well ,my dear

if i could i would sleep forever.. forever i tell you.

it's the only time my brain stops

Graduation is almost a month away. I cannot wait. even though its going to be sad to say goodbye to some place i've lived for 4 years. i am ready to live in one town. School was always my escape. For 4 years i have had two different worlds. It was relaxing in a way cause if this were a mess in one world i always had the other one and vice versa. Now i will be living one cohesive lazy life with my parents on my back about getting a job and making a living. maybe this graduating thing is a bad idea. haha. thats why i am going to grad school, tehehe.

Capitalize and Punctuate

You have probably noticed that i do not do either one of these. i know this is somewhat of a formal blog because it is for class but i just don't like moving my finger over and hitting the shift button. i usually punctuate though. so that is a start

labels spell disaster.

after talking to another person this weekend about records labels i have come to the conclusion that there isn't going to be a single label out there with a clean record. one that treats every band fair and just. it makes me sad because i thought i finally had the right one in mind only to find out it has been screwing bands over for awhile now. i'm sure there is a lot about the business i don't understand but i just wish these people hadn't lost the goal of the whole thing. music is something so much bigger than myself and that is one reason i want to be a part of it. however it seems to be a messy business. there will always be bands out there that hate a certain label or more than one. it;s hard to know where i fit in all this madness. i know it's something i want to be around forever, and it's something that i really want to be a part of. i know i will get to the point that i want to be at. i just hope i know more then than i do now.

i just thought it was interesting to find out all this stuff that i didn't know, especially from someone i have never met. it made me think

adventuring

this weekend included big plans for me. for the past 3 months my girlfriends and i have been planning to drive to chicago to see our friends play while they are on tour with one of our favorite bands. it was a really exciting and scarey weekend but everything went off as planned.

the people in the band haven't been the greatest of friends but they continue to be the funnest bunch of people that i know. we can all just stand around drinking PBR and just laugh hysterically at eachother.

it was my first time driving in chicago and i think i am really getting the hang of where everything is, as long as you know where all the major highways are directions fall into place.

i got to see one of my favorite bands play an amazing show. it was just an all around good weekend.

we left chicago around 12:00 am, got pulled over on the way home and only got two warnings. this cop was so nice. i arrived at home after dumping my best friends at thier houses at 4 am. it was a long day but i am glad we went.

this week holds no traveling, lots of work, more school, and projects projects projects

crunch time

6 weeks till graduation.

Lots of assignments are due. great. i got pretty stressed out the last couple days of break cause i was thinking of all the looming projects.

Break was fun though, it had it's down falls but all in all it was pretty good. I went to chicago this weekend and had a fabulous time. It's sad that i think i will always be amazed by the city. there is so much potential there. I cannot wait.

I found out that columbia has sent out a couple letters already. I hope i find out soon. keep your fingers crossed.

This week is going to go by quickly.